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Being HERE!

1/16/2012

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_One of the dangers for artists living in the city is the constant distraction of city living and life. Many an artist has succumb to drinking or partying away their talent due to being in such a busy environment with so much going on.
I know when I lived in London for several years early on in my artistic career, I hardly painted at all. Of course art is a permanent part of who I am NOW and although i am currently distracted by the city, I know I will buckle down and loose myself in my work once again.
One thing i have realised in this 'transition' phase is how important it is to keep focusing on your 'purpose'. I am always telling people to be consistant, dedicated and devoted to their art practice because it is only then you will make a difference and create an impact.
I revolve in many online circles partly because I don't want to be pulled into any one particular group and i also think it keeps you fresh, and there is sometimes that thing where being with one particular group of people for a long period of time...well it can become incesttuous, you know what I mean! So i think it is healthy for artists to constantly mix with new artists and form new associations.
So today this blog is about refocusing on 'your purpose', about being dedicated or preparing and allowing yourself to be dedicated. I have noticed in a couple of online artist cirles of late, there has been great motivation in doing a painting or drawing a day! The great thing about this excercise is that it gets you moving forward, it gets you 'DOING' rather than talking about it. My mantra for many years was ' Think less do more' because many of us spend too much time thinking about doing something, and we get so caught up in the process of thinking about it, that the physical doing doesn't actually happen OR we talk ourselves around it. I think as humans and as artists, the biggest danger for us is to over internalise everything. You really just have to get it out of you physically by painting, drawing or dancing or however you express yourself.

I was HERE

I have been listening to this song quite a bit lately and for me it is one of those rare songs which makes me think about my purpose and the journey i have taken up to this point. I think it also reminds me of why I am an artist and why i have choosen this life. I think the older you get the more you realise we aren't going to be HERE forever, and for most of my existence I have not cared too much about wanting to be remembered.
__And in fact i have always entertained the idea of being placed in an unmarked grave or just wrapped in a white cotton sheet and tossed into a ditch LOL (and i have had this conversation with many of you and had a good laugh but there was truth and honesty in that humour). And that is why i think this song has been an important reminder for me personally, because I AM HERE and one day it will be because 'I was HERE' and what is it that i have given forward to the next generation, what purpose has my life amounted to? Maybe i am becoming sentimental in my oldish age which is something i never wanted and still don't LOL but thank you Beyonce for this song, it is a constant reminder of my purpose! And I hope it reminds you of your own journey and purpose and why you are here!

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Loryn
1/16/2012 09:02:17 am

I think we all have our own idea of what we do or don't want to be remembered for...the cold hard truth...none of us will ever know if we are remembered and if we are what we are remembered for. So, in my humble unsolicited opinion life has to be about Being in the moment, Being Here Now and that is what creating art does for me personally.
You are a rainbow Mr. Reef!!!! xo

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Lee link
1/17/2012 08:03:59 am

Happy Birthday!

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Michelle link
1/17/2012 09:15:11 am

if it is your birthday..Happy Birthday Gary !

For all artists, there are times in our lives when we just can't do our art, because other things take precedence over making art, transition is one of those times, like when I moved from one country to another, clear across oceans. I got myself into a panic and flat spin because I felt 'bad' for not being able to do anything, just clean and do washing and cooking etc, and it was like a feeling of urgency and pressure, because I had been used to making art and making my living out of it, and now that wasn't happening, and I felt a financial pinch, and couldn't find a half decent studio or shop, and it freaked me out to the point I was almost a nervous wreck. But the thing is, the more I tried to push my situation to make the situation accomodate my need to make art, the more things just turned out a total screw up
So then I let it be, and did what I had to do first and formost, that was being a good mommy and wife, and then getting a job and working...and anyway, so I did that for like 4 years, and it sucked ass (the working at a crap job that is), but the up side was that it set me on a stable footing to re-establish myself properly and do my art MY WAY, not in some half backed set up in some shit pit of a studio.
What I always really wanted was a set up where I live above my shop, like an old Jewish shop keeper. I wanted my studio and a gallery set up so that I can nip upstairs to the laundry and just put on the washing machine, or check up on the roast in the oven. So now, after a long hard slog, the light at the end of the tunnel is bright and large, and it isn't a freight train.
What I'm saying is, cut yourself some slack, and don't panic, you'll get your shit together, but you most certainly do need to take that chill time to do some thinking, because every great plan starts off as a little idea!

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